How I wish the only news in the world was good news. I wish that I had the ability to will things away. I wish that I could take all the pain and sorrow and bear it myself – even if it is just for one day. I wish I had the power to change the things that are – not all of them but definitely some of them. I wish sometimes that I didn’t feel, didn’t care – it would be so much easier.
The news was not great, my husband’s cancer has spread in his bones – so more radiation I believe. The pain is wearing him down, how I wish the news had been better.